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''''''''''''Yes, I've got to have faith'''''''''''

yea c I always wear a hoodie so nobody know but now all I have is scars....well did.
now I cut again.

yea my dads an ass I really dont like him.
him saying that made me feel like shit and like a horrible person.

[Smurphy14]
2008-11-20 16:28:57

''''''''''''Yes, I've got to have faith''''''''''' in my opinion it woudlnt be like using her
you migth even like her once you get to knwo her
and its not like your saying im goign to become bestfriends with her and then just dump her
when you get the friend you want back
just try to intergrate yourself with them like honestly
your not goign to be hurting anyone

xxxangelinaxxx
 
[somebodyy]
2008-11-14 21:04:37

Odd Day weird, and as for the grades I'm sure they'll pick up again...xxx[katec15] 2008-11-10 20:25:37

""""""You gotta fight for your right to party""""" Yes i hate that phrase your to old for trick or treating lol im never to old for anything who don't want free candy and dressing up like a crazy person and not be called a freak lol.... have a good halloween.!Mr. Green[aholenewworld] 2008-10-30 21:57:37

''''''''''''''they're all bold as love''''''''''''

omfgg i hear ya

im sik of everyone flippin out about the election

[StinglikeaScorpio]
2008-10-30 02:27:16

Hey there Mr. Blue, Were so pleased to be with you No....but I laughed at the math joke![MadHatter1] 2008-10-16 20:03:02

Hey there Mr. Blue, Were so pleased to be with you omg what's the fishy gamee??? is that like the "wanna buy a duck?" game?[xXPrettyGirlXx] 2008-10-16 19:47:25

Ever feel like you're not good enough?

thts my fav song i saw wicked twice.....it was sad. I cried, dont ask

[sk8rgirl674]
2008-10-16 17:11:27

Hey there Mr. Blue, Were so pleased to be with you i really miss the nineties :(

But yeah they totally considered that a show and it was even on nickleodeon (sp?) I love slip and slides :)

~BHSsweetheart~

[BHSsweetheart]
2008-10-16 15:05:49

S-A-F-E-T-Y DANCE! we can dance if we wanna
we can leave ya friends behind
cuz ya friends don't dance and if they don't dance
well they're
no friend o' mine....

[xxmycharmxx]
2008-10-15 03:18:10

Well, that's LIFE!!!! why would i not wanna hear that?

It made me feel better. I just dont think i will ever feel not awkward around him.

~BHSsweetheart~

[BHSsweetheart]
2008-10-13 14:58:45

Well, that's LIFE!!!! Im sorry you didn't get An A on your test like you wanted.. test suck anyway lol..Mr. Green[aholenewworld] 2008-10-13 01:43:34

I get by with a little help from my friends! ah i can't read music. i know that the lines are e g b d f, and the spaces are f a c e, but i cant just look at them and know it right away. also i don't understand flats & sharps or anything like that. i guess if i took lessons ?[jc1193] 2008-10-11 08:24:29

Do you believe in EVOLUTION??? well, evolution is one of those things that the religous fanatics obviously dont "believe" in. But I would have to say it is probably true, considering the vast amounts of evidence and how it overall just makes sense. adam and eve? not so sure. [dayvin] 2008-10-05 13:04:28

Stone Cold Crazy Yay, mental disorders. Arent they fun? Do you just kind of fake being happy and calm and normal, but really arent? Yeah. dont worry, you are not alone. [dayvin] 2008-10-04 22:49:17

Who am I?

yay to the notebook and sweeney todd!!

and truly, does anyone know who we are in highschool? English teacher said, "Highschool is the time to find your identity." And oh no, dont cut! BAD. My friend does that and it does absolutly nothing to help really, just makes you more upset.

Anyways, good entry, very interesting. (homecoming sucks anyways.)

[dayvin]
2008-10-04 22:34:35

""Its been a bad day please dont take a picture"" aw im srry you had a bad day :( itll get better i promise, if u need me im here.

~BHSsweetheart~

[BHSsweetheart]
2008-10-03 16:27:42

Ever feel like you're not good enough? I wan't to go see wicked soooo bad!![bashfullbabygirl] 2008-10-02 17:43:08

""Its been a bad day please dont take a picture"" aw, today was somewhat like that for me!
i hope tomorrow is better for you!

[playechoplay]
2008-10-01 20:54:50

Desperate Housewives anyone? first time was for underage alcohol possesion,
and then for driving without a license.[shawnx]
2008-09-30 22:02:35

Thoughts going through my head! AH ME TOO! IM SO EXCITED!

~BHSsweetheart~

[BHSsweetheart]
2008-09-25 19:26:36

[Insert eyecatching title here] that is so weird theres a kid who sits next to me in spanish who has worn a different band tee since the first day of school! [jc1193] 2008-09-22 17:50:36

[Insert eyecatching title here]

If you want to get to know him talk to him ..Mr. Green and i give you 100% support to stop cutting i know you can i have faith in you..Mr. Green

...!Have a good day!....

[bashfullbabygirl]
2008-09-18 19:33:02

"The FAT kid" Don't be so hard on yourself.  If you are happy with YOU than don't let anyone change your mind.  I don't know what would possess a teacher to do that, there are plenty of other things to graph with emabarrassing anyone.  What's next, graphing your bra size?  [thatpotsmokinghippy] 2008-09-05 17:19:37

"The FAT kid" Aw thats absolutely horrible! Im sure ur not fat. Some ppl r just built different and weigh more or less than what teey actually look like.

~BHSsweetheart~

[BHSsweetheart]
2008-09-05 16:42:22

"The FAT kid" OMG thats horrible!
last year at school they made us do this "fitness" test in gym class. (guys n girls at the same time)

 They weighed us, wrote the weight on a card n pinned it to the back of our t-shirts n made us run.
THAT was mortifying, especially since im the least fit person ul ever meet.

they made us run, do sit ups, push ups, pull ups, n all that sh*t in a line in front of everyone WITH ur weight pinned on ur shirt .....im still traumatized....




[AntiBarbie]
2008-09-05 16:20:58

Fist day of school?

Ahh that sucks!!

Well good luckk!

My first day of school sucked hahaha it was on Aug. 18th lol i almost have to go to school bye!!

[Polkadotcutie186]
2008-09-02 07:17:40

"my life's a lemon and I want my money back"

yea George Carlin was pretty awesome. but at least he lived a longish life, well 71 isn't too old, but ya know.. it's like all of my fave performers are dead..

and sorry you hate school. i never took any AP classes, but that's because i knew it would be too much stress for me to handle. good luck with that! Mr. Green

[missvenus]
2008-08-27 01:01:13

"my life's a lemon and I want my money back" i hate school too.
[MusicIsMyEscape]
2008-08-26 17:43:22

"Manic Depression's captured my soul"

omg. your name, musickeepsmesane, were the exact words of my status on myspace yesterday. Shocked

[missvenus]
2008-08-24 20:22:50

"Manic Depression's captured my soul" I can never concentrate on my homework. Well i hope no freaks start texting u. That would be horrible.

~BHSsweetheart~

[BHSsweetheart]
2008-08-24 18:38:37

I'm going off the rails on a crazy train I use coverup and powder,lol,b/c Im so pale,and I do have sum bracelets I need 2 get some more,but I can still wear long sleeve shirts and hoodies,and arm warmers.If the scars dont fade,I hope they do tho![Smurphy14] 2008-08-22 19:58:55

I'm going off the rails on a crazy train why don't you settle for honors? It's still better than regular class so you can have some self esteem and its just as easy. I know it's hard to escape the feeling of being 'demoted'. Just think about the fact that atleast unlike most kids you had the privilege and choice of being in an AP class. You should be proud![mochakitty] 2008-08-21 08:01:18

I'm going off the rails on a crazy train haha so ur in ma exact position pretty much?? been playin soccer for 10 years..defense all those years except the two i played goalie..an i mean i been switched around b4 buh ma main is defense..so its lik idk..theyre jus throwin me back in thereee[sodapop4] 2008-08-21 00:43:53

Instant karma's gonna get you

Ahhh i know but just in case, like we wanna have a bit of defence against these people.

Ty for commenting! Ciara x

[Missmaid5]
2008-08-19 13:19:53

SCHOOL'S OUT FOR SUMMER, SCHOOL'S OUT FOREVER

ALICE COOPER RULEZ!

Good taste in music!

Do you have the new album?

[Z1mlock]
2008-08-18 04:22:16

SCHOOL'S OUT FOR SUMMER, SCHOOL'S OUT FOREVER
yeah i'm pretty sure i won't be that kinda person! thanks tho!-MrVolcano15
[mrvolcano15]
2008-08-18 00:50:21

SCHOOL'S OUT FOR SUMMER, SCHOOL'S OUT FOREVER

Yeah, I'm putting off my summer homework too xD

Mine is to read these really boring books and do a response, but I can't make it past the first chapter without wanting to fall asleep :3

I need to go school shopping...I need new clothes >.>

My life is pretty boring right now too...but hey, drama isn't always a good thing =D

--Rachel

[Rachelthemuse]
2008-08-17 23:42:06

I hate when parents ASSUME things!!!!!
yeah my parents do the same thing exept i'm a guy so i can't really talk to them about girls or a girl at school that did something. because they asum i like them
[mrvolcano15]
2008-08-17 23:26:37

I hate when parents ASSUME things!!!!! Im srry. If i mention a guy to they think the exact same thing. Theyll always be like so u hvae more than friends feelings for him? Im like nope. just friends. Then they go on about how i talk about them and im like whatever ill just stop telling u about my personal life. Its annoying but im sure it will get better.

~BHSsweetheart~

[BHSsweetheart]
2008-08-17 14:12:35

I hate when parents ASSUME things!!!!!

lol,I started 2 read one and read a couple of pages,I guess...I read it online and I didnt kno the page # or anything,and then I stopped cuz it was boring,lol.

I guess I like 2 read sumtimes,if its a realllly good book or Im bored.

wat did u read?

[Smurphy14]
2008-08-17 01:50:39

I hate when parents ASSUME things!!!!!

lol,I started 2 read one and read a couple of pages,I guess...I read it online and I didnt kno the page # or anything,and then I stopped cuz it was boring,lol.

I guess I like 2 read sumtimes,if its a realllly good book or Im bored.

wat did u read?

[Smurphy14]
2008-08-17 01:50:39

I hate when parents ASSUME things!!!!! oh god i feel ur pain... y do we evn have parents?[sk8rgirl674] 2008-08-15 12:17:29

I hate when parents ASSUME things!!!!! i hate that too!!!
my parents think just cuz i talk 2 a dude on the phone
i must either
a.like them
or
b. they are my BF

[DemolitonLover]
2008-08-14 23:07:55

I hate when parents ASSUME things!!!!!

parents are annoying and think they need 2 kno everything.

[Smurphy14]
2008-08-14 22:48:38

I hate when parents ASSUME things!!!!! I definitely understand where you're coming from, it's as though they are amuzed with the idea that we might be attracted to someone and it's really embarassing. Don't worry, it can't get much worse =)[xRavenxBabii3x] 2008-08-14 22:42:41

I hate when parents ASSUME things!!!!!
Yeah parents are a serious pain in the ass. Sexuality is such a pain in the ass to figure out. I dunno why parents think tha sh*t is funny.

Lots of Love
Evil or Very MadImpyTwisted Evil
[ImpyChaos]
2008-08-14 22:38:01

"and I guess that's why they call it the blues" thanks it went ok.

~BHSsweetheart~

[BHSsweetheart]
2008-08-11 15:20:27

"and I guess that's why they call it the blues" I hate history as much as you do! But maths has got to be the worst in my case. And you should try accepting failure. "If there was no fail, how would we learn?" Hehe, I got that off someone! (or something...)

Good luck with school!
(I need this luck more than you do...)

[Converted]
2008-08-09 06:58:28

"and I guess that's why they call it the blues"
  Wow you totally remind me of me! I don't go to school anymore, I started not going often in elementary, especially in middle and stopped in ninth grade, I am seventeen and pursueing my GED, I reccomend you do the same if you can't do school. Better than nothing. Music keeps me sane too, it is so helpful in these times. I wish you luck and love and hope everything works out and you can realize not doing a difficult class doesn't make you  failure.

Lots of Love
Evil or Very MadImpyTwisted Evil
[ImpyChaos]
2008-08-09 03:50:01

I Like music You like music Let's Talk about MUSIC We have 2 in commonm. Metro Station and Panic @ the disco.

My fave include:

Taylorswift
CarrieUnderwood
3Doorsdown'
Daughtry
Secondhandserenade
JordinSparks
ChrisBrown
SaraBareilleis (sp?)


And alot more

And thanks for adding me to ur faves!
~BHSsweetheart~

[BHSsweetheart]
2008-08-08 21:04:21

I Like music You like music Let's Talk about MUSIC Thanks for adding me to ur faves!

~BHSsweetheart~

[BHSsweetheart]
2008-08-08 16:32:55

I Like music You like music Let's Talk about MUSIC

I like mostly Indie stuff. Do you like any Indie bands? (BTW, I didn't actually read your entire list so if there are any Indie bands in there, I apologiseMr. Green)

-Jax

[jaxiam]
2008-08-07 08:14:08

I Like music You like music Let's Talk about MUSIC

Presidents of the United States of America... I love these guys! What is your favourite song?

-Jax

[jaxiam]
2008-08-07 03:46:46

I Like music You like music Let's Talk about MUSIC You know what brings a whole new dimension to music? Training your voice or learning an instrument. Do you do either?
[wendyxclear]
2008-08-07 02:00:12

I Like music You like music Let's Talk about MUSIC LOL!  Nvm...I'm slow! I thought you were 60 yrs. old.  Laughing[calledtoworship] 2008-08-07 01:10:09

I Like music You like music Let's Talk about MUSIC How old are your mom and grandma????[calledtoworship] 2008-08-07 01:07:45

I Like music You like music Let's Talk about MUSIC

Classical is the opera stuffage, love. The orchestra. I love that kind of music too.

-Jovonnah Bunn Rabbit (Pyromaniac Bunny)

[DearGan]
2008-08-07 00:49:16

I Like music You like music Let's Talk about MUSIC SAME HERE!!!
about being a 60 year old
in a 15 year old's body
love the beatles too!!!!
they are the bestest band ever!
i like lennon the best too =] R.I.P
queen rocks too!!!
freddie was awesome singer! R.I.P

i love love love love love love love love love love
love love love love love....you get the idea
the temptations<33
love them!!!
we have a buttload in common =]



[DemolitonLover]
2008-08-07 00:45:48

I Like music You like music Let's Talk about MUSIC

I like some of the fings you like, love. But here are some of the others.

The Prodigy

White/Rob Zombie

The Misfits

Pink Floyd

CKY (Camp Kill Yourself)

3 Doors Down

3 Days Grace

Tea Party

Godsmack

Slipknot

Kid Rock

Testiment

Rammstein

Linkin Park

Avril Lavigne

Limp Biscuit

Sevendust

White Snake

Fonzerelli

Tiesto

Daft Punk

Crystal Waters

Fluke

The Verve

...etc.

I'm all about any kind of rock and any kind of dance music. (trance, techno, house, and stuffage like that)

-Jovonnah Bunny Rabbit (Pyromaniac Bunny)

[DearGan]
2008-08-07 00:41:18

I Like music You like music Let's Talk about MUSIC

Hey, I love music too, but we have pretty much zero in common when it comes to preferences.

I don't really like classical, or older stuff, or country, or hip hop, or pop, or old rock. Hey, is the, like, proper name for older stuff "classical" and they are both the same thing? Or what?

I'm way into emo, screaming, metal, punk, and hardcore rock, which is pretty much typical of a teenager rebel-wannabe like me. My favorites are Green Day (both old school and American Idiot era), Rise Against, some AFI- most songs on the Decemberunderground CD are crap, but when they're good, they're good, you know? Also, I like the Acro-brats, who aren't that famous but if you listen to their stuff, it's like, "Genius!"

I've gone on for a while. I'll stop now.

[PieTheUnderlord]
2008-08-06 10:37:19

Don't let the sun go down on me

Hey :)

 I know what you mean.. Im like my dad. I dont want to be but I am. I hate my dad (but i guess i love him also coz hes family).

 I want to change to but im stuborn I guess. And once i choose to hate I dont like to go back and change that. I cant even stand eating dinner with my family...Sometimes i dont bother talking to my family coz i know itll end up in a fight.

 Its hard changing aye... hopefully we can do it.

Have a good nyt :)

[gemstoneglow]
2008-08-06 05:58:44

Yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away I never figured school out until my senior year was almost over. [xprettyxxpoisonx] 2008-08-04 23:12:28

Did you ever have an imaginary friend?

ya know those verizon commercials with the network following him

i had a group a lil bigger tehn that following me evrywhere i went lol

i never talked to em-they were jstu there lol

[tomboyteen9]

2008-08-03 11:30:59

Did you ever have an imaginary friend?

I had imaginary friends until i was about 12!!
Not the same imaginary friend, they used to change daily I just used to make up a new character to talk to
Once, I was being so 'noisy' with my imaginary friend that my brother thought I had friends round
Even now I have been caught out whispering or talking rubbish to myself!

I think it's just your imagination running away with itself!
I dont think it's a bad thing though, it's a chance to get everything off your chest.

Hannah x

[hcutting]
2008-08-03 11:11:48

"ooh I'm just sittin' on the dock of the bay" Hey hun. Thanks for the comment. Yeah y do we have to have crushes aye... just so stressing. Its scary being in classes without mates but then again its a chance to meet people who you otherwise wouldnt meet. N u neva no hu ur gunna meet :) I also find it hard to love myself... and yeah i guess i hate myself more then i hate anybody else. neways have a good nyt gurl :)[gemstoneglow] 2008-08-03 03:53:31

Words of the Day so you're an orkadork[ilovecows] 2008-07-27 03:09:22

Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes i dont wanna end up like an acholiac like my family either, i just wanna have fun, good night.
[MusicIsMyEscape]
2008-07-25 03:37:09

Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes i add u Mr. Green
[MusicIsMyEscape]
2008-07-25 02:39:02

Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes i know i know, my father even gave me a lecture about it, but i cant help, i wanna drink soo badly
[MusicIsMyEscape]
2008-07-25 02:34:29

Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes i used to be the same way i didn't see a point in living when i hate alot of people at my school and town and that i didn't know what i wanted to do with my life after school and i still don't but if you try hard in school one day you will find something and getting the good grades in school can help your future. I don't really like being left alone, it only makes me more depressed, it gives me time to think about stuff i've done and say " we did i say that stupid stuff, I'm such an idiot!" and stuff like that i dwell on stuff and i should people just need to move on with there lives. And you might change a little but ppl don't always need to change maybe you just haven't found the right group of friends yet. I'm trying to help but idk if I am but i wish the best to you!-MrVolcano15
[mrvolcano15]
2008-07-24 22:04:15

Cutting well idk i mean i used to cut myself on my left arm and there are some you can see because i cut just deep enough to make it scar and i think the problem is that people don't want you to hurt yourself because you are depressed and i'm glad you don't do drug because that would only make things worse. But dealing with your problems through pain just isn't the way. because if you keep doing that one day something majorly bad could happen in your life and you might cut yourself really bad and no one wants you to hurt yourself. but of course i'm just giving my two cents on the sitiuation.LOVE and PEACE-MrVolcano15
[mrvolcano15]
2008-07-24 21:50:52

Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes

well I am glad you can see reality at such a young age.

Is in your hand to change it, though.

[lenahan]
2008-07-24 21:25:00

Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes

You could talk to me! I'm a very good listener!

 Well drop me line I guess...

Oh and I think you should try a little harder in school...thats kinda how I make some friends.... :)

<3 Anna

~Writing beautiful untrue things

[ilovecows]
2008-07-24 20:50:25

Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes Btw i don't like change  eather and the only people i talk to about my porbleams are people idk and i don't like alot of people eather.. but maybe cause im so use to being along..[bashfullbabygirl] 2008-07-24 20:27:11

Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes

lol.. i have sent in a few 2 but not as many and mine are never posted eather.. it suckes..lol

[bashfullbabygirl]
2008-07-24 20:25:27

Cutting nothing in specific really.
my life got better. i wasn't
depressed anymore. i got
sick of hurting myself.[shawnx]
2008-07-01 19:16:43

Cutting i used to say it too,
a long time ago.
i used to cut, too
so i understand
what you mean.
i have really bad
scars up and down
my arms. they're
pretty embarassing.
but it is better than
other things people
do to deal with stress.[shawnx]
2008-06-29 19:39:49


 
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